Heather put together this video of Gustavo’s runs from the drills and jumpers day of the seminar.

Handling like this was hard. My blind cross and motion and blender skills are pretty minimal and you can see us struggling to turn the right way. It’s supposed to be easy, but watch! I can make it look hard! This video shows a lot of unclarity, a lot of the way it is. A lot of opaque and uncomprehending handling from me.

I have movies in my camera still that feature Otterpop, and courses that also have contacts. I am not a quick movie maker. In what I’ve watched, Otterpop has a harder time buying into some of this than Gustavo does. She is resistant to new things, especially when it goes against her religion.

Gustavo, on the other hand, I’m not really sure exactly what he knows. He is always game to follow along, so if I can show him something clearly, which is rare, because, I am pretty darn obtuse in all things, he can follow me. You follow? His neuron paths might not have the ability to lay down new pathways of learning. This is a cranial fact I have learned about how brains work. But he works very, very hard to stay in the game and tries to catch on if I can just point him the right way.

I am on an agility vision quest here. When our sainted lords and ladies warn me of the fallout, a comment Desiree made to me stands out and comes to my mind instead of defeat. It’s just about getting the information across better, more clearly, in a way where you stay connected no matter what you’re doing. Doing agility with a little Goo always means I have to be clear as day, clear as a window in the bottom of a clipper ship, staring deep into the sea at the swimming fishes and sharks below. You can see the coral reefs down there, melting before your very eyes. The plastic island wrapping it’s way through the seas. Maybe it’s not even stuff you want to see, but you gotta make sure you keep watching and keep in the clarity at all times.